Friday, May 21, 2010

To never know

Today I went to school like any other day. Except today I had an assignment due at lunch. This assignment was to look at the moon for atleast 5 days and record what the moon looks like. Our teacher actually gave us this project about a month ago, and as lazy as I am, I finished it last minute.

I was a little bit worried when completing the assignment. Honestly, I focused on using 3 different pencils, and 2 pens to make it appear like I have done each moon a different night. It was fool proof! It legit looked like it took me all month to accomplish. I smudge the moons as well to make it seem even older. I was so good at making it seem like something it wasn't.

When I was in he flurry of finishing the assignment during lunch, I was frantic. (For some reason I felt there was 5 mins left of lunch to finsih, when infact there was about half an hour). But right at that momment I felt so vulnerable. I suppose being felt vulnerable is comment when in a short time span to finish something. But honestly, this may be no big deal, but when these add up together, it just is a big a deal.

I hate my life when in rushed. I mean; why should everything be so rushed? Sometimes I just want to stop and walk away. To answer my own question, I guess we are rushed because only then will we do what we must do. I feel silly to say, but I am rushed only because I am lazy.

The confusing part to me is no one will ever know who is lazy and who is not. Who will be rushed, who will not. I felt rushed when doing my assignment, but honestly, could it appear as I am not? I finished my moon assignment in 10 mins, but could it appear as I had not?

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